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firefanatic
18 January 2012 @ 05:35 pm
In my opinion, open minds are the key to greater civilizations. It is because of people thinking outside of the box, people voicing their opinions when not everyone else has the same view, and people expressing their concerns and interests in something a government would like to keep closed and careful that keeps our society a flexible and growing one.

Without freedom of speech, we are simply to listen and do. No argument, no discussion- that makes us close-minded and pretty much says, "This is what we say. This is what you'll believe." That is not the way to run a country. It may be easier or may sound simpler, but it also makes no room for better consideration and needed change. It forces us to be compliant. It makes us lesser and though yes, you should always try to peacefully argue a point, without freedom of speech, even respectable, peaceful voices and opinions would go unheard and unspoken.

Why is freedom of speech important to you?

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firefanatic
20 April 2011 @ 05:12 pm
GUYS PORTAL 2 IS OUT

I WANT IT NEED MONEY AGGGGGGGH PORTAL 2!!!!!!!!
 
 
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firefanatic
My JFF entry for brigits_flame's second week topic: Mamihlapinatapei

Definition: the wordless, yet meaningful look shared by two people who both desire to initiate something, but are both reluctant to start

Originally, I was going to write this in script format and I was tossing around if it should be about two lovers or two friends or something completely different. But then, after rereading some pieces [info]dunveth and I had written about a year ago, I started thinking about the relationship between a psychiatrist and his/her patient. -how that relationship is often composed of the patient, wishing to fix their issue but not willing to talk about it, and the psychiatrist, wishing to address the issue, but not push the patient too far. AKA the desire to initiate a discussion, but the reluctance to start it.

Erika is the name of one of my characters from the piece with [info]dunveth, but her personality is a bit tweaked here to match the entry more.

Ending left to the imagination.

***

It was difficult to convey just what she meant.

Erika's fingers intertwined with one another and stiffened, locked and twitching in a firm grip. The familiar professional sat across from her, his own fingers wrapped around a pen as his left hand shifted irritably across a pad of paper.

“So- any changes this week?”

There was a long pause after his words and a beat of silence and the agent dragged her eyes upward to meet his. Damn him, for passing that test and getting that degree in eyeballing your patient so perfectly that they just wanted to slap you or burst into angry, ranting monologues or-

Erika swallowed hard and held his gaze for another long moment. The ticking clock boomed each beat into her eardrums and she wondered if the man had somehow discovered a way to slow down time.

No, nothing had changed. She was happy remaining tight-lipped and composed. She didn’t really feel like sharing with a stranger anyway.

Nothing had changed.

“No,” She pulled her eyes away from his and shrugged her wrist back to check her watch. “There’s a meeting I should be at. Same time next week?”
 
 
firefanatic
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.
Day 02 - A picture of you and a person you have been close friends with for the longest.
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 - A picture of you when you were little.
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 - A picture of a memorable night.
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Day 14 - A picture of something you love.
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 - A picture of your day.
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss


Day nineteen, a picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

***





I'm doing two people because when I finally become close with someone, I'm REALLY close to them and can't imagine giving them up.

These are my two best friends, Leah and Vero. They've been in this meme before (as expected with someone I can never imagine my life without). I really can't describe them to you guys in one paragraph or even one blog. I think the thing about someone being so important to you that you can't imagine your life without them is that they've become a part of you and the little quirks about them and the memories you've had of and with them have just become second nature treasures.

They make me feel safe and happy and awesome and they're the type of people I could never do justice to in a description.
 
 
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firefanatic
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.
Day 02 - A picture of you and a person you have been close friends with for the longest.
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 - A picture of you when you were little.
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most messed up things with.
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 - A picture of a memorable night.
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Day 14 - A picture of something you love.
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 - A picture of your day.
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

*

Hey, look, I've actually come back to it!

Last time I posted to this meme it was before my birthday and before I graduated. Then I got really busy and really distracted and started procrastinating on my Livejournal since I discovered Tumblr.

So, very sorry for the delay, guys, but I'm finally back to it.

Day eighteen, a picture of my biggest insecurity.

***



These are not my teeth. I WISH these were my teeth.

I'll let you guys in on a secret- I hate my teeth. So, so much. Genetically, I was already going to have bad teeth and then I got into all the sugar that I did and had to have so much work done on my teeth. Hence, I'm incredibly insecure about them and often won't even smile with my teeth just to keep them hidden.

For about three years now, I have been sure that if I ever found a genie and was given three wishes, one of them would be to have perfect teeth forever.
 
 
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Current Music: "Wireless" by Imogen Heap
 
 
firefanatic
I started my first goblin character on WoW two days ago. And honestly, their masterful works with robotics and engineering and market deals are pretty awesome, but the beginning plot and continued story till about level ten was incredibly disappointing, especially in comparison to the worgen plot and other interesting character stories.

It just seems like it would be much bigger of a deal that you just lost the opportunity of a lifetime (Trade Prince/Princess) which you've worked seemingly hard on, was betrayed by your boyfriend who dumped you for a tramp and joined the opposing side, and then got marooned on an exploding island as a slave to your present trade prince/enemy/boss. Not to mention, you're pretty much forced into an alliance with the Horde, who still looks down its nose at you and sticks you in the slums of their city. How is none of this all that relevant or traumatizing past your island departure? You start up in Orgrimmar and move on from there without a second thought.

I loved Sassy and Izzy and the dialect some of the goblins used- it was very clever and for loss of a better word, sassy, but without a vocal response mechanism, since WoW doesn't HAVE one, you're pretty much forced to be and live in a kind of Jersey Shore goblin world.

I'm just not impressed. There's a ton of stuff Blizzard could have worked with in this storyline, especially in the year it took the expansion to come out, yet it still comes off to me as a sort of half-baked idea that they didn't fully carry through with.

I mean, you're encouraged by your fellow goblins to go kill your ex (he IS a douche and he DID betray you, but still, there's no option of just saying, "Fuck him, I'm better off"?) and the female goblin he cheated with, who leaves him the moment you kill him anyway. She's stupid and quite literally one of those "you called me fat behind my back, didn't you?!" blondes who's really not worth your time or blade/axe/staff.

Come on, Blizzard, you can do better than this. I shouldn't have to struggle through to level ten.
 
 
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Current Music: "Not Alone" by Sara Bareilles
 
 
firefanatic
21 March 2011 @ 02:13 pm
Disregard the last entry, everyone.

They let me go first, was surprised I did every single correction, and passed me without a second thought. They only had one recommendation and it's at the very, very, very end of the last piece.

I AM A COLLEGE GRADUATE NOW HGRJNMGDHJWERHRUKJDS YEEEEEES.
 
 
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Current Music: The song on this guy's portfolio piece.
 
 
firefanatic
21 March 2011 @ 01:28 pm
I'm sitting in Portfolio and it's my last day of college (PASS ME PASS ME PASS ME) and they're "giving us time to get our stuff together".

Weren't we supposed to have it together before class? I have my stuff together. And today is now an open evaluation amongst the entire class, which I didn't expect. And I want to start now, so I can FINISH soon. It's driving me crazy.

I hate waiting for moments like this. It jerks around my nerves like faulty electrical cords.
 
 
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: There are too many computers humming in here.
 
 
firefanatic
19 March 2011 @ 03:13 am
Haven't done one of these in awhile.

Music meme taken from Cobb, who I only know from Google, looking for this meme.

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!

How do you feel today?

"On the Ocean" by Guster

What’s your outlook on life?
"It Might As Well Be Spring" by Stacey Kent

What does your family think of you?
"The Reason Why" by Rachael Yamagata & Malcolm Burn

What do your friends think of you?
"First Train Home" by Imogen Heap

What do strangers think of you?
"Breathe, Breathe Deep ("Hand of God" RMX by Plosive)" by Kevin Devine

What do your exes think of you?
"Candy" by Paolo Nutini

How’s your love life?
"It's Only Life" by Kate Voegele

How will your love life be in the future?
"My Body" by Young the Giant

Will you get married?
"All We Are" by Matt Nathanson

Are you good at school?
"Speeding Cars" by Imogen Heap

Will you be successful?
"Crash and Burn" by Lifehouse (well, that's depressing. Not only did it give me a relevant answer, it gave me the answer I don't WANT.)

What song should they play on your birthday?
"Paper Towns (the Song!)" by Benjamin Poole

What song should they play at your graduation?
"Across the Universe", as sung by Jim Sturgess (but BY The Beatles)

The soundtrack of your life?
"It's Only Your Life" by Kevin Devine (Shuffle is being fuckin' critical tonight.)

You and your best friends are?
"My Same" by Adele

Happy times:
"In the Car" by Barenaked Ladies

Sad times:
"Symphonie Pour Caza" by Les Cowboys Fringants

Every day:
"Howl" by Florence + The Machine

For tomorrow:
"Green" by Brendan James

For you:
"When You Wish Upon A Star", as sung by Cliff Edwards

What does next year have in store for me?
"You Could Be Happy" by Snow Patrol (great title, we're ignoring the horribly sad tone of the actual SONG)

What do I say when life gets too hard?
"Dog Days Are Over (Yeasayer Remix)" by Florence + The Machine

What song will I dance to at my wedding?
"I Saw It" by Barenaked Ladies

What do you want as your career?
"The Crane Wife 1 and 2" by The Decemberists

Your favorite saying?
"Waking Up" by Real Tuesday Weld

How will I die?
"Chasing Pavements" by Adele
 
 
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Current Music: "Chasing Pavements" by Adele
 
 
firefanatic
17 March 2011 @ 02:02 am
Haven't posted in awhile because school has been here, there, and everywhere. Update though? I PASSED THE BOARD OF DIRECTOR'S REVIEW. I'M GRADUATING.

One more week. Meanwhile, have this song I've been obsessing over:


 
 
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Current Music: "Your Ex-Lover Is Dead" by Stars