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29 November 2009 @ 10:37 pm
CREATE YOUR BAND NAME & ALBUM COVER
1 - Go to Wikipedia. Hit "random" or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random.
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to Quotations Page and select "random quotations" or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3.
The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days” or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days.
The third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.

{Note from FireFanatic: my computer kept resizing the fonts and pics for some reason, so I'm sorry some of the titles and names are so small. I've included them in type beneath each picture because of it.}



Getting and Holding Office, by Interlac (we're going to say this one was a record, not a CD, and that's why it's so long. It was NOT my lack of Photoshop skills.)



The Premise of Our Philosophy, by Arteriosclerosis Obliterans



An Art of Balance, by Allothrossips



You Must Win, by Olav V Land
 
 
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: the music my upstairs neighbor is blaring
 
 
firefanatic
28 November 2009 @ 06:46 pm
I really should stop watching exciting action/horror/drama movies on Megavideo. XD I was watching Cloverfield and was about twenty minutes to the end, caught in the climax- helicopter crashes and oh, look! A pop-up!

Now I have to wait 54 minutes and reload the entire 124 minutes just to watch the last twenty. XD Serves me right for not simply Netflix-ing it. Word to the wise- also avoid watching good episodes/movies on there that have great soundtracks or scenes. You will pause, rewind, pause again, rewind again, and your "68 minutes of watch time" will be up so very quickly.

I have to say though, whatever it was that the monster used to claw them out of the sky just now was quite impressive. It has some lovely talents, that thing.

On a completely different note, the expansion of Lord of the Rings Online, Siege of Mirkwood is mine in three days. Holy cow, so excited. :D:D:D I'll probably play it, mmmmmmm, two months, and then be done? XD Maybe even less time- I have a very good chance of getting Dragon Age: Origins for Christmas and judging by my friends' reviews to that game, I'll probably be obsessed by December 27th. XD

But hey, the Mirkwood expansion is free since my subscription is still intact, so it's a win-win situation whichever way I go. ^^
 
 
Current Mood: headache
Current Music: "Panic Switch" by Silversun Pickups
 
 
firefanatic
23 November 2009 @ 05:17 am
[info]ceirwy sent me this character meme from [info]ladygizarme's page. She tagged me with my favorite character from the Saiyuki/Saiyuki Reload series, Cho Hakkai. I LOVE THIS MEME.

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1. Choose a picture of the funniest face on your person.



XD He's very rarely surprised or put on the spot. When it happens, the moment is always pure gold.

2. Choose a picture of your person eating.

and then:

Hakkai is more often seen COOKING the food, not EATING the food, but I got a glimpse of him with an apple here, of which I know he ate later, and then one of him drinking coffee. Close enough.

3. Choose a picture of your person with an animal.



I'm a little angry with the anime. They had a filler episode that wasn't in the manga where the Sanzo Party found a kitten. HAKKAI WITH A KITTEN. No art of it. Thanks for getting my hopes up, ADV Films. Instead, this is his dragon. Cute (when at a better view), but no kitten.

{SPOILER WARNING}
4. Choose a picture of your person with a member of the opposite sex.



He risked his life and RESCUED her and what does she do? She OFFS herself. *sigh*

5. Choose a picture where you would have sex with this person.



His text was irrelevant to this question, so it was replaced. And I'm telling the truth. I mean, COME ON. He's WET. Enough said.

6. Choose a picture of your favorite outfit on this person.



7. Choose a picture of your person smiling.

1. and 2.

Hakkai has two distinct smiles. Number one, which is bitter and angry and CONFIDENT and means you will be dead in the span of ten seconds. Number TWO however is very, very RARE. And THAT is when he is happy. Content and HAPPY.

8. Choose a picture of your person half/naked.



.......................*fangasm* This would also work for question 5.

9. Choose a picture of your person doing an outdoor activity.



Took me FOREVER to find this picture. Hakkai doesn't DO outdoor except for outdoor youkai-smashing and driving. Goku has too much of an imagination.

10. Choose your favorite picture of this person.



HE HAS GOGGLES AROUND HIS NECK. Just... aggggggh. I'm going to jump his bones someday. Jump his fantastic, sexy, fictional character bones.
 
 
Current Mood: awesome
Current Music: "Are We There Yet?" by Ingrid Michaelson- TOTALLY NOT THE MOOD I'M IN
 
 
firefanatic
14 November 2009 @ 11:52 pm
So I'm really, really bored and my homework is currently going nowhere, so I've decided to entertain myself by typing up a list of games I've played/am playing, how good they are, and if I should continue them. The latter question will most likely be a "no" for the Facebook games and applications that I mention simply because they're Facebook games, get me addicted, and have me wasting my time on making virtual food and becoming a kick ass gangster who, alas, can only hold reign online.

Gameboy DS/Gameboy Advance games to keep playing:

1. Pokemon, Crystal Edition (DS) - currently playing
2. Professor Layton and the Curious Village (DS) - currently playing
3. Fire Emblem, Rekka no Ken (The Blazing Sword) (GB Advance) - played a million times, but still worth it
4. Fire Emblem, Shadow Dragon (DS) - currently playing
5. Personal Trainer, Cooking - not really a game and not really used a ton, but it is helpful

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Gameboy DS/Gameboy Advance games I'm done with

1. Fire Emblem, The Sacred Stones (Advance) - I'm incredibly disappointed with this game. The gameplay was fine and matched much of Fire Emblem's style, but the plot was far too slow.
2. Roogoo Attack (DS) - Fantastic puzzle game, very fun, but I've completed it three times. I'm done.
3. Need for Speed Carbon, Own the City (Advance) - I think this is my brother's game. Racing games just bore me on the gameboy platform.

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Nintendo 64 Games {Note: As much as I love these games- my 64 died a long time ago. Unless I find an incredibly cheap new one and unless I find the TIME to get that incredibly cheap new one, these games are done for me.}

1. Legend of Zelda, Ocarina of Time
2. Legend of Zelda, Majora's Mask
3. Mario Kart 64 - I LOVE this game.
4. Super Mario 64
5. Pokemon Snap - And I MISS this game.
[I know there are others, but I can't think of them right now. I'll update later.]

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Playstation 2 games (some Playstation games included) These are ones I play and adore.

1. Shadow of the Colossus(2)
2. Lord of the Rings, The Two Towers(2)(EA Games)
3. Super Shot Soccer(1)
4. Spyro 2, Ripto's Rage(1)
5. Final Fantasy VIII(1) - Eight! Not seven.
6. Kingdom Hearts/Kingdom Hearts 2(2) - LOVE THIS SERIES

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Playstation games I no longer want and am up for selling

1. Final Fantasy IX - Ugggggggh, it was so boring compared to the others...
2. Sims 2(2) - God, this game SUCKED on Playstation 2. Such a disappointment.
3. Lord of the Rings, Fellowship of the Ring(2) - VivendiUniversal ruined it.
4. Final Fantasy X(2) - Good game, but I may be selling it. Still thinking. I just don't play it anymore.
5. Frogger, The Great Quest(2)
6. Tony Hawk's Underground 2(2)

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PC games {Two Categories: MMOs and regular PC games}

MMOs (Massively Multiplayer Online Game):

1. World of Warcraft - I'm putting it first because it WAS a major MMO that I played. I don't anymore, but I played it for years. So it deserves first slot.
2. Lord of the Rings Online - currently playing.
3. Left 4 Dead - haven't played it much, but Jeff DID get me into it.
4. EVE Online - same as Left 4 Dead
5. Counterstrike - some
6. Team Fortress 2

(My main two are/were World of Warcraft and LOTRO.)

PC games (not online)(not counting card games):

1. Sims 2
2. Sims 3 - seperate slots because they're very DIFFERENT games
3. Portal
4. Bejewelled

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Facebook games (the guilty-pleasure of my existence)(arranged alphabetically because I'm a dork)

1. Bejewelled (Facebook version)
2. CafeWorld
3. Castle Age
4. Farmville
5. FishWorld
6. Mafia Wars
7. Vampire Wars

Stupid Facebook.

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So there we go. The main ones I'm playing at the moment are Professor Layton, Final Fantasy VIII, and Sims 3, but LOTRO is a close fourth one. And I'm STILL wishing for The World ends with you (DS) and Dissidia (PSP)... If you have any questions on one of the games above, feel free to ask. I like reviewing games and giving recommendations. ^^

Back to work.
 
 
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: Gotye- Heart's A Mess
 
 
firefanatic
14 November 2009 @ 02:59 am
Yes, this is a tiny entry and YES, I haven't posted since 2007.

But this is just a shout-out to my very, very awesome Canadian friend [info]ceirwy. She has just spent more than an hour making my profile and layout beautiful and SHE GAVE ME A HAKKAI BANNER.

Go check out her LJ. Comment wonderful, fantastic things. Because I couldn't be happier right now and my journal is PRETTY.
 
 
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: FF8 sou8ndtrack
 
 
firefanatic
04 January 2007 @ 03:38 pm
I've got two New Years resoultions this year. And they're pretty big for me. I have to say I'm rather proud.

1. Go to bed each week night during school before two. One if possible. Twelve if possible. I have to get used to sleeping again. I'll be more refreshed. I'll feel better. This NEEDS to happen.

2. Watch Mom cook A LOT. I plan on Saturday to watch her make dinner (tomorrow's out since I plan on unpacking tomorrow night after I get home) and quite a few more times before the I go back to school. After school begins, this will turn into watching her on weekends when I'm home. If I'm going to live in Dallas, if I'm going to live anywhere that gives me access to an oven, I want to know how to use it well.

I honestly don't want to go home tomorrow. Going home means going back to the city, which means no casual walks, no free air, no CLEAN air, no open space. Just buildings and artificial trees as far as the eye can see. No Leah, and I'm honestly afraid of that. Beccause the reason I swamp myself in computer time and no-going-outside is because I don't have anyone to play with, to be with. Chelsea and Raul are cool, but Chelsea will no longer live in the dorms this semester and alone with Raul isn't something I want to consider.

Andy is another consideration, but honestly, I want casualty without the worries of kissing, etc. etc.

It confuses me so much. I want freedom, but I want friends. It feels like I'm being picky, and I know I sort of am, but Leah is my other half and it feels okay being around her. Because I know I will never get tired of being there and I don't have to be paranoid about her getting tired of it either.

I feel like I'm cowering behind a computer screen, talking to those people because I don't have to worry about physical contact or the chain of staying in the conversation too long. And I don't like that, but I don't want to pull away from that either.

Does that make me a recluse?
 
 
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Another Day: Rent soundtrack
 
 
firefanatic
I have far too many journals. I think I'm going to delete some of them. *gasp* Me? Yes, me. As of now, I have a Facebook journal, a MySpace journal, a Blogger, a Yaoi!.com journal, and this. Honestly, that sounds a little ridiculous. Most likely I'll just stop blogging on Yaoi! and just look at pics and post pics and delete my Blogger one. That'll get rid of two at least. It's a step.

I am proud of myself. I have been a member of DeviantArt now nigh on three years. For the first two, two and a half years, I had nearly twenty-five people I was "watching" for art updates, so, due to my inconsistent checking and my lousy determination to look through them all, the art updates slowly piled up past 300. Finally, about half a year ago, maybe less, I sat down and got rid of 100 of em. I did fifty the next few days. Then fifty again. Until it got all the way down. Great feeling. Even better a feeling now that I can look at updates and know I can take time on the peices and not just go, "agggggh, next!".

Leah and I were talking about "suspension of belief" after watching "Phantom of the Opera" FOR THE FIRST TIME (amazing, amazing, amazing) tonight. It's a theatre term that's talking about the way some people can get sucked into a movie or play or musical at the beginning and really stick with it the whole way, breathe IT in, and live IT, and not just vaguely see it and get distracted.

It's something we both do, thank goodness. It's quite the awesome. Honestly, crying over a good scene or an amazing song should NOT be considered "oversensitive". You're enjoying what was meant to be enjoyed or really SEEN, right? So why is not doing that "normal"? Anyways, back to the point- we have done this for MANY movies now. "Rent" ('nother amazing one I FINALLY saw Tuesday *swoons over the Roger*), "I Capture the Castle", "When a Stranger Calls", "Gothika", "Lord of the Rings" (full trilogy), etc. etc. We're fanfiction writers and soon-to-be directors and writers. So honestly, it's good we have this. We're being critics in a good area, and not the kind who just throw Cs down for everything they find "not amazingly, beautifully awesome". Yey for people who are affected by good entertainment and actually show it. ^.^

Retiring to bed. It's like 3:45 AM. Fun fun. I LOVE being at Leah's house. *dance da dance dance dance*

Them elephants. Chamber of Secrets has a scholarship.
 
 
Current Location: Leah's house
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "One Song Glory"- Roger, from Rent
 
 
firefanatic
29 October 2006 @ 04:58 pm
Everybody set your clocks one hour back today!!!! We now have an extra hour to sleep!!!!

I love October dearly. And fall. I should find some leaves on campus and romp in them just to have fun and laugh at all the people who will stare and think "crazy person jumping through the leaves". You know it's fun, come on.

Lots of stuff to do today. Quiz Someoddy-some-dum-dum-doddy and Practice Test #3 (if it's still up) to do for math, two chapters to read/skim and a quiz over them for Political Science, and 30 pages to read for my history test tomorrow. Laundry too. But I'm not that worried. This morning started off lovely with that surprise extra hour and I know I'll get through all this is I just keep on track and don't get distracted by the pretty a-thousand-times-read Saiyuki books.

Went to the U of H Honors Halloween party last night and actually had a good time. Yey for me. I didn't get drunk (yes, there was alcohol there), stuffed myself with candy, danced like a dork with a friend I met there, and sang "Twinkle Twinkle Little Star", "I'm a Little Teapot", "the ABC song", and "I Put a Spell On You" with Helium in my voice. Was an absolute blast.

Oh, and they had a pumpkin-pie eating contest there a little before I left. The contestants had to eat half a pumpkin pie WITHOUT their hands. Absolutely sick-hilarious. Out of the six, maybe seven people, the girl won. She was dressed as Scary Spice and looked about to puke but I blinked and she was excellent.

Anyways, good luck all of you this fall with your grades and your lives and everything. Smiles are pretty.

Elephants everybody.
 
 
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Calling You- Blue October
 
 
firefanatic
27 October 2006 @ 11:00 pm
Lisa
Consecrated to God : Hebrew
Very intelligent, broadminded and a good listener. You are an ideas person, with a wonderful creative imagination who is always seeking practical applications to apply this to. Your intelligence means that you have great potential for business success if you can apply some discipline and caution. You enjoy sensual pleasures and with a natural restless nature and liking for adventure life is rarely dull with you around.

Checkie, checkie, it's so cool. http://www.bostonuk.com/index.cfm?id=572

It's a name generator. Type in your name and it gives the origin and meaning. Also gives a brief description about you. I was very impressed with how well it nabbed me.

Mat Kearney is so damn awesome. Man, people, he's amazing. His voice is just angelic-ish. Absolutely beautiful. The lyrics are cool too.

"You call me your boy but I’m trying to be the man
One more day and it’s all slipping with the sand
You touch my lips and grab the back of my hand
The back of my hand"

As you can see, all of the end words rhyme, and half of you might think, "Oh my gosh, man, change it up a bit.", but really think about how hard it is to match words in each sentence and make the entire thing sound right! This was from "All I Need".

I want to get his cd.

Others you should listen to by him- "Nothing Left to Lose" (yes, that lovely popular song) and "Undeniable" (where he sort of speak-raps, it's really neat). Listen to him. He's adult alternative.
 
 
Current Mood: impressed
Current Music: "All I Need"- Mat Kearney
 
 
firefanatic
27 October 2006 @ 10:01 pm
Hahahahaha!!!!! I didn't have a digital camera in a few posts before now!!! Hahahahaha, I love my film. Love it. Hooray to cameras, creativity, and brilliance.
 
 
Current Location: in my dorm room
Current Mood: giggly
Current Music: "Nothing Left to
 
 
firefanatic
27 October 2006 @ 04:53 pm
Quotes. Very cool quotes.

"Don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum."

What??????? YOU CAN'T SOLVE ALGEBRA PROBLEMS WITH CHEWING GUM????? So that's why I was having trouble in the beginning... now it makes sense.

"Do not use underwater."

This was the label on a hairdryer I saw. A HAIRDRYER. I am afraid. Very, very afraid. Why do people need this? Are we really that small-minded?

More quotes to come. My analyzation here is dedicated to Chelsea, who got me into doing so again.
 
 
Current Location: my dorm room
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: "Nothing Left to Lose"- Mat Kearney
 
 
firefanatic
03 October 2006 @ 03:27 pm
Mmmm, kind of a long day. We learned FUNCTIONS in Math today. IN COLLEGE. I learned that in what- eight grade?

f(-1) = 3x + 5

OH MY GOSH, THAT'S SO HARD. WHAT DOOOOO I DO?

7 o' clock tonight, dinner with Raul. I hope he takes it as friends, not a date... but seeing how he took breakfast last time... I'll be hopeful. He's such an awesome guy- I just don't want to be his girlfriend. I want to be his amazing friend.

And not as in "ohhhh, look how amazing I am!!!". I mean like really close friend.

Hum dee dum, going to do some math right now and maaaaaaaybe sleep for an hour or something before I head for the cafeteria. Elephants, baby, elephants.

By the way, Kurogane's childhood makes me sad.
 
 
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: "Sexy Back"- Justin Timberlake (Katie has it on.)
 
 
firefanatic
02 October 2006 @ 05:31 pm
Okay, if I went into why I've been gone for so long, we'd be here all night and three weeks later, so I'm not doing that. Let's act as if this is my first entry, but you know all the stuff I wrote anyways, okay?

University is great, but I'm ticked out of my mind at Political Science. It's a good class- it really, really is, but MY GOSH, what the crap is wrong with the book and the quizzes???? The book is supposed to be objective and yes, it's doing an excellent job of being that, but the quizzes are fifteen questions trying to cover two to three chapters each time. That's nearly 70-80 pages with 15 DANG QUESTIONS.

I don't understand it.

And each week, we have one quiz. You'd think I'd be happy- "yeyyyy goes lisa!", but I'm not. On each of those quizzes, I have made 11 out of 15 nearly EVERY time. Do the math, that's barely a 70. And the in-class test we had the other day... I don't WANT to know what I got.

You're allowed to use the book, but the lecture isn't till the next day... so why the heck am I sucking so badly in this class? I'm supposed to love Political Science and I do love the lectures, but these quizzes are hacking me up into itty bitty, ripped pieces. And Mum recommended a tutor, but how will a tutor help me if I don't know what I'm not understanding?

*sigh* And I find something horribly sad. A Catholic Cuban living in America AND Cuba(?) once passed up the chance of seeing the Pope when he was coming there, just so that he could see how the sex scandal case in America was doing. How can a religious person who's truly dedicated to their faith (which is what the book said) shoot down such an opportunity to see how something horrible is going? The need for conflict in someone's life to make it interesting should not be THAT huge.

I am picking on human flaws now. Leaving before I tear up the government or humanity itself...
 
 
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: "Vindicated"- Dashboard Confessional
 
 
firefanatic
03 September 2005 @ 10:50 pm
Okay, the feeling of being stuck between ecstatically happy and untastefully sad/upset is beyond the strangest feeling in the world.

Neutrality is odd. End of story.

I swear, today I was feeling like the world was my ball that I could toss around, out into space, into the trash can, over the moon, with all my pretty green-curtain earrings, green necklaces and rocking "Rock and Roll" black tanktop, complete with "The world is big enough for me to be happy, gloriously happy!" happiness. Insanity loomed as a wonderful advantage to all the boring crazes of this amazing world and I was teeming with "yes"es for it all.

I called up Jules, bouncing like one of those babies who are too obsessed with their little roller, cradle-toy things, and ranted, about nothing, NOTHING, for a full-fledged three and twenty-one second minutes and cranked up the Jason Mraz and "Tune Up #1" as loud as I could and blew the house to smoldering sound-singed pieces.

Life was good. In that wonderful little cloud of let's-be-crazy-and-different(ness).

But apparantly those clouds like vanishing just like the little leprechauns' gold, and I found myself again, crushed in the extreme horrible(which will now be a noun) of being denied a car, living in the city of Houston and the STATE of Texas, and having no men with accents around me. This also included the feeling that I'd first danced upon, of having the entire world to explore and live up on, to be squashed flat by how little of it I could see at this moment of heavenly wonder.

No wonder neutrality exists at this point. What's supposed to exist when you're stuck in a place? Sadness? Anger? It'll all last just a couple hours at the most before the midline comes up and has you for dessert along with all its other minions it's stabbed in the back.

I need a car. And I need Jules. And we just bloody need to leave.

Difference is not here. Difference is out there- where the air isn't stuffed and layered with smoke and where the world's held still until we rock it to start again.

How are you bloody supposed to hold in the want to do this until college? I've waited seventeen years, dang it, and I'm not really feeling like more neutrality.

So while I've sat in this puddle of non-feeling and written like a crazy printer who's not in that puddle of non-feeling, I've turned partly into the "aggravated neutralist" who will just saunter in this new theory until neutrality beseeches her again.

Let the world rock forever.

Pineapple shakes suck.
 
 
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Wordplay
 
 
firefanatic
05 August 2005 @ 01:47 pm
Wow, no idea why.

And for some other strange reason, I am actually looking forward to school again. Not counting the fact that I've read barely ANY of the two required books I was supposed to. Ignoring the small fact that I had all summer to do so...

I have a very cool schedule. Thank goodness since it's senior year:

SCHEDULE:

1st Period: Video Technology (Have it with Abel! Yey yey.)

2nd Period: English 4 AP (This is the class that I was supposed to read the books for. I am going to be reading ALOT before Thursday, I believe.)

3rd Period: French 2. (Not bad. My first three classes are nice hits.)

4th Period: Chorale Music 4. (Again. I love this class and could never imagine quitting. But sometimes, it just drags. Mandi and I skipped it once and they never even noticed. Scary. But conveniant.)

5th Period: Economics. (Oh joy. *gag*)

6th Period: Architectural Graphics (I'll be so happy to see the guys again, but half of them graduated last year, so it will be kind of sad to return. Plus, the ones here now are scary genuises, so I have to shove it up a notch as a girl. *sigh*)

7th Period: PreCAL (I'm trying to figure out if having this class as the last class is a good thing or not. Hmmmm, must look into this.)

I only have lunch with Alex on Wednesdays. :( Same with Amanda. Dang it.

Anyways, in a bit, I think I'll go read some more. I will NOT be the procrastinator I was last year. I HAVE to get my grades back up- especially for Hendrix.
 
 
Current Mood: awake
 
 
firefanatic
I wanted to post this for everyone to see, but it took up alot of space on my info page, so I was lazy and decided to stick it here. Cheers, peeps!


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I am an obsessed anime lover who likes to read, write, and spend as much time on the computer as she possibly can. I have dark brown hair, which is now cut very short in a bob and glasses, though I prefer contacts. My eyes are brown, I am 5'4", and I am skinny. Oh, and Caucasian and wear all the sweet, little shirts and jeans that keep me comfortable.
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Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Bombastic Love- Britney Spears (SEE HOW BORED I AM???? HAHA)
 
 
firefanatic
31 July 2005 @ 12:27 pm
No. *sobs* It's getting close to school. The 11th will be the day I mourn. No more computer time, no more just relaxing for no reason at all. SCHOOL will begin.

I think this is the first time I've been so against it starting. Usually, by this time, I'm ready to get back, tired of sitting around. But there's been far too many things going on this summer to just leave it behind. Eight days in Paris, seven days with Karen, SEVEN DAYS WITH JULES, and a kidnapping(No, not a crime, don't call the fuzz.) that still needs to be carried out. So much has gone on- the family reunion, my great-grandmother's death, my senior pictures... too much to leave behind.

And next year is college. *shivers*

Hendrix will rock- majorly rock- I'll be with Jules for gosh sakes, and it'll be at a liberal arts college!!! But still, I'm scared to death. It's too big, too huge. I don't like the world being big. I want to travel EVERYWHERE, I want to do EVERYTHING, and with it being so big, I can't. I don't like that feeling.

So, for now, I'll just deal with hating the fact that school is starting. And trying to find some time with Alex... that too. It's so complicated, and I hate that so much. It shouldn't be hard for me to enjoy this- I should just be happy. But I'm not always.... for my own complicated reasons.

Anyways, toodle-o for now, peeps. I will be going now to watch the awesomely dramatic Full Metal Alchemist DVD of mine and The Invisible Circus DVD of Jules's. Both have given me so much... I can't wait. Weeheeheehee. Fun, fun.

Not to mention if I had the first season of Degrassi. SEANNESS!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank goodness I don't have a TV in my room. I get so little sleep as it is.
 
 
Current Mood: restless
Current Music: Behind These Hazel Eyes- Kelly Clarkson
 
 
firefanatic
02 July 2005 @ 02:49 pm

[randomosity]

Created by thetoasternetwork and taken 7676 times on bzoink!

What's a weird fear you have that no one else probably does?butterflies
Is not Jon Stewart great?y
What song are you listening to?the computer's hum
Best face wash/acne fighting product?Plexion(?)
How loud do you sneeze?very, very quiet
Do you like your handwriting?sometimes
Ugliest color you've ever seen?this very gross orange-brown color at the top of the page
Does having matching socks matter to you?psh, nope
If you were in band, what would you call it?Togetha
Last time you were on a plane?coming home from Paris and then Washington
Have a digital camera?nope, my parents do
How big is your TV?precisely? no clue. broadly? pretty big.
Have you ever heard of Mystery Science Theater 3000?nope, hahahaha, cool name though
How many pillows do you sleep with?usually none.... sometimes one.
sXe.. good or bad?depends what kind of situation
Most annoying commercail ever?the Lenard commercial on the radio
Lamest pick-up line ever?If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put you and I together.
Dumbest song ever?the Elmo song
Worst way to die?having your bungee cord snap :P
Who's the funniest comedian?Ellen Tegeneres
Ever been in a car accident?yes
Ever had braces?ugh, yes, NEVER again
Do you know HTML?sort of, not very well
What's the most useless class in school?gym
Best Jones Soda flavor?Soda Curtis
Something you collect?porcelain dolls
Something you're allergic to?I'm not allergic to anything!
Something you wish would die?the complete opinion that French people or French anything is bad.

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firefanatic
26 June 2005 @ 04:16 pm
Same problem.

How Stereotypical You Are...

Created by uraverageteen and taken 34518 times on bzoink!

The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?no
Do you party a lot? How often?no, barely ever
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?no
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?hmmmm, depending on the conversation, probably about five or six times
Do you skip classes? How often?I did once, well, twice.
Do you have casual sex? Protected?hahaha, no sex. whatsoever.
Do you steal?no, unless you count the one skittle I took from my brother yesterday!!!!
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?nope
Do you drool over celebrities?yes
Do you watch a lot of TV?oh yeah
Do you ever watch the News?sometimes
Do you even care about world issues?no, I don't... Of course I do!!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you read books often?twenty-four hours a day
Are you failing a lot of your classes?nope, none of them
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?mmmm, not most, but some, yes.
Do you smoke cigarettes?no
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?not really
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?yes
Do you cuss a lot?no
Are you desperate to fit in?no, I like myself the way I am.
Are you intelligent?yes
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?hahaha, nope
Black eyeliner?nope
Black eyeshadow?nope
Black trenchcoat?nope, but I think they're quite stylish.
Black boots?sometimes, I like them ALOT.
Black fishnets?nope
Black nail polish?nope, unless it's halloween
Cigarettes?*sigh* Again, no.
Heavy metal music?depends
Marilyn Manson?mmmm, no thanks
Kittie?the animal? yes. the person? no.
Cradle of Filth?nope
Constant frown and perpetual angst?perpetual angst, yes. frown, no.
Do you like to be seen asas a goth? no. I like being a dork.
Are you an intellectual?yes
An atheist?nope
Horrible home life?nope
Hopelessly depressed?maybe not hopelessly, but I get depressed ALOT, yes.
Suffering with suicidal idealations?no, never have, never will.
Self-mutilation?no
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?not often
Big black boots?Once again, I love boots, especially big ones, but no, I don't wear them often.
Mohawk?haha, nope.
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]nope
Loud, confident and opinionated?yes
Wild hair colors?nope
NOFX?nope
Rancid?nope
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?hmmmm, well, I know about them when the happen, but I'm not a scholar on them.
Adork.
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?Haven't taken a test, don't know.
Do you watch a lot of sports?nope
Play a lot of sports?nope
Talk a lot about sports?about tennis and soccer and hockey, yes, but nothing else
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?hahahaha, oh yes, plenty of stuff outside that
Are you arrogant?no
Are you a male or female whore?n-o
Are you homophobic?no, it's sad when people are homophobic, stupid closed minded gits
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?nope
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?nope, but I am rather insecure.
Boobs = yes?yes
Parties = yes?no
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?no
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?no, I rarely even wear make-up.
Have you ever been on a diet?no
How much did you lose?ummmm.... check the last answer.
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?*sigh* This never ends, does it?
Make yourself throw up?nope
Make-up?Once again, rarely.
Low-cut tops?rarely
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]I believe a B, maybe a C.
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?hmmm, don't think so
Giggle a lot?yeah
What's the deal with boys?Cute, but sometimes obnoxious. Like 'em as friends though.
Thongs?no
Pretty bras?hmmm, depends. frilly, uck. not frilly, okay.
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?sometimes
Who's the weaker sex?Do I have to start up on an "everybody's equal" rant now?
Are you a feminist?sometimes
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?maybe, when he's not making his head bigger
How often do you shave your legs?usually, once a week
How about your armpits?every day
Are you emotional?yes
Especially when on your period?mmmmm, sometimes
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?originality
Independence or Companionship?independence, except with a few of my friends!!!! *hugs*
Stability or Freedom?freedom
Personal or Interpersonal?don't know
Introvert or Extrovert?a bit of both
Popularity or Isolation?isolation
Unique or Loved?ouch, hard.... loved.
Understood or Individual?individual
You or Them?not sure

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firefanatic
26 June 2005 @ 03:38 pm
Well, once again because it didn't save- here's my secvond test. Heehee, I love this site!!!!

The Survey Where You Say The First Word That Comes To Mind. Yay.

Created by -ambiguous and taken 56303 times on bzoink!

What comes to mind when you hear..
..snow?white
..rain?drought
..tornado?storm
..summer love?kissing
..Jon?Alanna!
..Mike?Chelsea
..Shea?um
..banana?Baloo
..dizzy?spots
..Laura?Maura
..Juan?pretty boy
..car?my soon-to-be truck or Mustang!!!!
..white?snow
..peppermint?yum
..New Found Glory?not America
..placebo?gazeebo
..orange juice?yukky pulp
..candid camera?smile
..sister?brother
..brother?sister
..hate?socs
..school?pencil
..President?hahahaha
..football?Darry
..rap?right dog yeah dog right dog
..pop?Britney Spears
..rock?yey!
..punk?hmmmm.
..sex?a very deep relationship or a very bad decision- yes, all that with one word.
..death?sad
..baby?goo
..duuude?hahahaha, surfer boy
..the end?happily ever after

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